TIMEIN: 04:53:22:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TIMEIN: 04:53:22:14 TIMEOUT: 04:53:25:14 [distorted noises] TIMEIN: 04:53:28:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- [distorted rock music] TIMEIN: 04:53:29:26 TIMEOUT: 04:53:37:26   TIMEIN: 04:53:42:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> 911 EMERGENCY. TIMEIN: 04:53:43:19 TIMEOUT: 04:53:45:19 WHAT ARE YOU REPORTING? TIMEIN: 04:53:53:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> female narrator: OVER TIMEIN: 04:53:53:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- 23 MILLION AMERICANS STRUGGLE TIMEIN: 04:53:55:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WITH ADDICTION, YET FEWER THAN TIMEIN: 04:53:57:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- 10% ARE GETTING TREATMENT. TIMEIN: 04:53:59:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ADDICTION IS A CHRONIC TIMEIN: 04:54:00:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- RELAPSING BRAIN DISEASE. TIMEIN: 04:54:02:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BRAIN IMAGING SHOWS THAT TIMEIN: 04:54:04:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ADDICTION SEVERELY ALTERS BRAIN TIMEIN: 04:54:05:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AREAS CRITICAL TO TIMEIN: 04:54:07:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DECISION MAKING, LEARNING, TIMEIN: 04:54:08:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MEMORY, AND BEHAVIOR CONTROL, TIMEIN: 04:54:10:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHICH MAY HELP TO EXPLAIN THE TIMEIN: 04:54:12:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- COMPULSIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE TIMEIN: 04:54:13:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BEHAVIORS OF ADDICTION. TIMEIN: 04:54:15:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> BACK IN THE '60s AND '70s, TIMEIN: 04:54:20:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT WAS MARIJUANA, TIMEIN: 04:54:22:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HIGH-GRADE MARIJUANA. TIMEIN: 04:54:24:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE CARTELS FIGURED OUT THAT IF TIMEIN: 04:54:25:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY PUT HIGH-GRADE MARIJUANA TIMEIN: 04:54:27:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ON THE STREET, TIMEIN: 04:54:28:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE HIGH WAS BETTER. TIMEIN: 04:54:29:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PEOPLE LIKED IT BETTER. TIMEIN: 04:54:30:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY COULD SELL MORE, GET TIMEIN: 04:54:32:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A BETTER PRICE FOR IT. TIMEIN: 04:54:33:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SO THAT'S WHAT THEY DID, TIMEIN: 04:54:34:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT PEOPLE GOT BORED WITH IT. TIMEIN: 04:54:36:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SO WHAT DID THEY DO? TIMEIN: 04:54:38:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY DID WHAT ANY TIMEIN: 04:54:39:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUSINESS HAS DONE. TIMEIN: 04:54:40:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- LOOK WHAT COKE DID; TIMEIN: 04:54:41:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY CAME OUT WITH NEW COKE. TIMEIN: 04:54:43:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY'VE RESURRECTED THE TIMEIN: 04:54:44:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- VOLKSWAGEN BEETLE. TIMEIN: 04:54:45:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FORD HAS BROUGHT BACK THE FORD TIMEIN: 04:54:47:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MUSTANG. TIMEIN: 04:54:49:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE CARTELS BROUGHT BACK TIMEIN: 04:54:50:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- COCAINE. TIMEIN: 04:54:52:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY IMPROVED IT. TIMEIN: 04:54:54:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT PLATEAUED WITH THE PURITY. TIMEIN: 04:54:57:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHAT HAPPENED? TIMEIN: 04:54:59:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY NEED MONEY. TIMEIN: 04:55:00:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- COME UP WITH THE TIMEIN: 04:55:00:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- NEXT BEST THING. TIMEIN: 04:55:01:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT WAS CRACK COCAINE. TIMEIN: 04:55:03:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CRACK COCAINE USE PLATEAUED. TIMEIN: 04:55:06:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHAT HAPPENED? TIMEIN: 04:55:07:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- LET'S RESURRECT ANOTHER OLD TIMEIN: 04:55:08:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PRODUCT. TIMEIN: 04:55:09:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- LET'S BRING BACK HEROIN. TIMEIN: 04:55:11:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BROUGHT IT BACK. TIMEIN: 04:55:13:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IN THE '60s AND '70s, THE PURITY TIMEIN: 04:55:15:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF HEROIN WAS 7%, 8%. TIMEIN: 04:55:17:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- NOW THEY'RE PUTTING IT TIMEIN: 04:55:18:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ON THE STREET-- TIMEIN: 04:55:18:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OUR AVERAGE IN NEW TIMEIN: 04:55:19:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CASTLE COUNTY IS 85% PURE. TIMEIN: 04:55:21:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PUT A BETTER PRODUCT ON THE TIMEIN: 04:55:23:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- STREET, CHEAPER PRICE. TIMEIN: 04:55:24:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WAIT TILL EVERYBODY GETS HOOKED. TIMEIN: 04:55:25:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- UP THE PRICE, MAKE GABILLIONS. TIMEIN: 04:55:28:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT'S WHY DRUGS ARE HERE TODAY. TIMEIN: 04:55:30:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> narrator: STUDIES INDICATE TIMEIN: 04:55:31:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT CHILDREN MOST OFTEN BEGIN TIMEIN: 04:55:32:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO USE DRUGS AROUND THE AGES OF TIMEIN: 04:55:34:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- 12 OR 13. TIMEIN: 04:55:35:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IN MOST CASES, CHILDREN SAY TIMEIN: 04:55:37:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY'VE BEEN USING DRUGS TIMEIN: 04:55:38:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AT LEAST FOR TWO YEARS BEFORE TIMEIN: 04:55:39:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEIR PARENTS FIND OUT. TIMEIN: 04:55:41:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> WE HAVE HAD CLIENTS REFERRED TIMEIN: 04:55:43:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO US WHERE THEIR ONSET OF TIMEIN: 04:55:44:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SUBSTANCE USE WAS AS EARLY AS TIMEIN: 04:55:46:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SIX YEARS OLD. TIMEIN: 04:55:47:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND BY THE TIME WE SEE THEM TIMEIN: 04:55:49:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AT 13 YEARS OLD, TIMEIN: 04:55:51:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY HAVE BEEN ABUSING TIMEIN: 04:55:53:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MARIJUANA PRIMARILY TIMEIN: 04:55:54:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND PERHAPS OTHER DRUGS FOR TIMEIN: 04:55:56:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THREE YEARS, SINCE AGE TEN. TIMEIN: 04:55:59:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND SO IT MAKES THAT PROBLEM TIMEIN: 04:56:02:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ALREADY FAIRLY INGRAINED TIMEIN: 04:56:04:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THEREFORE MORE DIFFICULT TIMEIN: 04:56:06:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO TREAT. TIMEIN: 04:56:07:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> AT AGE FOUR, I THINK, TIMEIN: 04:56:09:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WAS WHEN IT STARTED FOR ME, TIMEIN: 04:56:10:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW? TIMEIN: 04:56:11:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I REMEMBER BEING WITH MY TIMEIN: 04:56:13:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FAMILY ON A FAMILY REUNION AND TIMEIN: 04:56:15:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- RUNNING BACK AND FORTH TO ALL MY TIMEIN: 04:56:17:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FAMILY MEMBERS AND JUST, TIMEIN: 04:56:19:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW, TAKING LITTLE SIPS TIMEIN: 04:56:21:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OFF OF THEIR BEER. TIMEIN: 04:56:22:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND IT WAS LIKE--YOU KNOW, TIMEIN: 04:56:24:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- LIKE, THE COOL THING TO DO. TIMEIN: 04:56:25:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I MEAN, EVERYBODY THOUGHT IT WAS TIMEIN: 04:56:26:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FUNNY, AND I REMEMBER VAGUELY TIMEIN: 04:56:28:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- JUST, LIKE, RIDING--LIKE, AFTER TIMEIN: 04:56:30:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DOING THAT ALL DAY LONG, GETTING TIMEIN: 04:56:32:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ON MY FOUR WHEEL--OR LITTLE TIMEIN: 04:56:33:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HOT WHEEL AND RIDING AROUND AND, TIMEIN: 04:56:35:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- LIKE, FALLING INTO THE POOL. TIMEIN: 04:56:38:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND I THINK THAT'S, LIKE, PRETTY TIMEIN: 04:56:39:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MUCH MY FIRST DUI, AT THE AGE TIMEIN: 04:56:41:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF FOUR, YOU KNOW, SO... TIMEIN: 04:56:43:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> WELL, I'D SAY KIDS CAN GET TIMEIN: 04:56:44:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DRUGS PRETTY MUCH ANY TIME TIMEIN: 04:56:46:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY--AS SOON AS THEY BECOME TIMEIN: 04:56:47:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AWARE OF THEM. TIMEIN: 04:56:48:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHAT WE SEE ARE TIMEIN: 04:56:50:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- KIDS USUALLY IN SEVENTH TIMEIN: 04:56:51:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OR EIGHTH GRADE, TIMEIN: 04:56:52:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MIDDLE SCHOOL KIDS, IS WHERE TIMEIN: 04:56:54:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY CAN READILY GET DRUGS, TIMEIN: 04:56:57:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THAT'S THE 12- AND TIMEIN: 04:56:58:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- 13-YEAR-OLD RANGE. TIMEIN: 04:56:59:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT'S WHERE YOU GET A LOT OF TIMEIN: 04:57:00:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- KIDS WHO HAVE OLDER BROTHERS AND TIMEIN: 04:57:01:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SISTERS WHO ARE DEALING DRUGS. TIMEIN: 04:57:04:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY USE THESE KIDS AS CONNECTS TIMEIN: 04:57:06:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO GET KIDS, YOU KNOW, ADDICTED TIMEIN: 04:57:07:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AT AN EARLY AGE. TIMEIN: 04:57:08:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- KIDS COME INTO SCHOOL, AND, YOU TIMEIN: 04:57:09:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- KNOW, IF YOU NEED SOMETHING, TIMEIN: 04:57:11:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- USUALLY, YOU CAN GET IT. TIMEIN: 04:57:12:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> IT'S ALL AGE GROUPS. TIMEIN: 04:57:13:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I CAN TELL YOU. TIMEIN: 04:57:14:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I HAVE A 12-YEAR-OLD, AND I TIMEIN: 04:57:15:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HAVE AN 18-YEAR-OLD AND TIMEIN: 04:57:16:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A 21-YEAR-OLD. TIMEIN: 04:57:17:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND IT SCARES ME FOR ALL THREE TIMEIN: 04:57:18:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF THEM. TIMEIN: 04:57:19:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> I STARTED OFF WHEN I WAS TIMEIN: 04:57:21:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- 11, USING ALCOHOL. TIMEIN: 04:57:24:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I STARTED SMOKING POT, TIMEIN: 04:57:25:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THEN I GAVE THAT UP FOR TIMEIN: 04:57:26:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- COCAINE PROBABLY AT THE AGE TIMEIN: 04:57:28:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF 12. TIMEIN: 04:57:29:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> ERIN STARTED USING ALCOHOL TIMEIN: 04:57:31:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND MARIJUANA AT THE AGE OF 15. TIMEIN: 04:57:34:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND IT ESCALATED FROM THERE. TIMEIN: 04:57:36:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AT THE POINT WHEN SHE WAS, TIMEIN: 04:57:37:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I GUESS, 18, SHE STARTED TIMEIN: 04:57:38:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- USING HEROIN. TIMEIN: 04:57:40:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SO HER BATTLE STARTED AT 15, TIMEIN: 04:57:41:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND IT ENDED AT 21. TIMEIN: 04:57:46:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S IMPORTANT THAT YOUNG TIMEIN: 04:57:47:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PEOPLE GET THE CORRECT TIMEIN: 04:57:48:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- INFORMATION ABOUT DRUGS AND TIMEIN: 04:57:50:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHAT IT CAN DO TO YOUR BODY AND TIMEIN: 04:57:52:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOUR LIFE. TIMEIN: 04:57:53:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> I STARTED SMOKING MARIJUANA TIMEIN: 04:57:55:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AT 12, AT 12 YEARS OLD. TIMEIN: 04:57:57:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT WAS THE FIRST DRUG I'VE TIMEIN: 04:57:58:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EVER TOUCHED. TIMEIN: 04:57:59:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY ADDICTION WITH HEROIN BEGAN TIMEIN: 04:58:00:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHEN I WAS 18 YEARS OLD. TIMEIN: 04:58:02:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT FROM THE BEGINNING TO SNORT TIMEIN: 04:58:03:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HEROIN, IT GOT TO THE POINT TIMEIN: 04:58:05:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHERE MY ADDICTION AND MY TIMEIN: 04:58:08:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SELF-RESPECT, I DIDN'T CARE. TIMEIN: 04:58:10:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I DIDN'T CARE. TIMEIN: 04:58:11:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ALL I NEEDED--I FOUND A BETTER TIMEIN: 04:58:13:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WAY AND CHEAPER WAY TO GET HIGH, TIMEIN: 04:58:14:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THAT'S ALL I CARED ABOUT TIMEIN: 04:58:15:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BECAUSE OF THE ADDICTION. TIMEIN: 04:58:17:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> I WAS ROUND ABOUT TIMEIN: 04:58:18:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- 16 YEARS OLD, TIMEIN: 04:58:22:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND PRIOR TO THAT, I STARTED TIMEIN: 04:58:24:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- GETTING INTO THE DRUG GAME. TIMEIN: 04:58:26:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT'S WHEN I STARTED REALLY TIMEIN: 04:58:28:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ACTING OUT ON IT, YOU KNOW. TIMEIN: 04:58:30:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PEOPLE STARTED COMING TO ME, TIMEIN: 04:58:32:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ASKING ME, DO I WANT TIMEIN: 04:58:32:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO SELL THIS? TIMEIN: 04:58:33:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I COULD MAKE QUICK MONEY. TIMEIN: 04:58:35:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND FROM THERE, I JUST GOT USED TIMEIN: 04:58:37:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO IT, THE FAST MONEY, LIVING TIMEIN: 04:58:39:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE FAST LIFE, YOU KNOW. TIMEIN: 04:58:40:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHATEVER I WANTED, I COULD GET. TIMEIN: 04:58:42:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> I WAS 15, AND IT STARTED WITH TIMEIN: 04:58:45:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- JUST DRINKING AT PARTIES, TIMEIN: 04:58:47:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HIGH SCHOOL, ON THE WEEKENDS. TIMEIN: 04:58:50:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THAT WAS--THAT WAS IT. TIMEIN: 04:58:51:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT WAS JUST ALCOHOL FOR A WHILE. TIMEIN: 04:58:53:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I DO ABSOLUTELY BELIEVE THAT TIMEIN: 04:58:55:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MARIJUANA IS A GATEWAY DRUG. TIMEIN: 04:58:57:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHEN I HEARD THAT WHEN I WAS TIMEIN: 04:58:58:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- 15, 16 YEARS OLD, I WAS LIKE, TIMEIN: 04:59:00:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- "OH, THAT'S THE MOST RIDICULOUS TIMEIN: 04:59:01:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THING I'VE EVER HEARD." TIMEIN: 04:59:02:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT NOW, LOOKING BACK, THAT'S TIMEIN: 04:59:04:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EXACTLY WHAT IT WAS. TIMEIN: 04:59:05:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT OPENED THE DOORS FOR TIMEIN: 04:59:07:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING. TIMEIN: 04:59:10:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHERE YOU GET IT IS THE SAME TIMEIN: 04:59:12:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PLACES, AND IT'S JUST-- TIMEIN: 04:59:14:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YEAH, IT'S A LOT MORE HARMFUL TIMEIN: 04:59:15:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAN PEOPLE THINK. TIMEIN: 04:59:16:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FIRST WAS ALCOHOL, AND THEN TIMEIN: 04:59:19:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE SECOND WAS POT. TIMEIN: 04:59:21:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THEN FROM THERE, TIMEIN: 04:59:22:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT PROGRESSED TO ACID, TIMEIN: 04:59:24:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THEN FROM ACID, IT TIMEIN: 04:59:25:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PROGRESSED TO COCAINE. TIMEIN: 04:59:27:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FROM COCAINE, IT PROGRESSED TIMEIN: 04:59:28:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO CRYSTAL METH. TIMEIN: 04:59:29:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND IN BETWEEN THERE, I THINK TIMEIN: 04:59:31:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I MAY HAVE POPPED PILLS, TIMEIN: 04:59:34:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DONE MUSHROOMS. TIMEIN: 04:59:36:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> I STARTED AT THE AGE OF TIMEIN: 04:59:37:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ABOUT EIGHT HUFFING GAS. TIMEIN: 04:59:40:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THE EXPERIENCE OF HUFFING TIMEIN: 04:59:41:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- GAS WAS, IT'S A HALLUCINOGEN. TIMEIN: 04:59:46:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND WHAT I DID WAS, I WENT INTO TIMEIN: 04:59:48:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE ALICE AND WONDERLAND, TIMEIN: 04:59:49:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND I WAS TALKING TO PEOPLE TIMEIN: 04:59:52:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IN ANOTHER DIMENSION. TIMEIN: 04:59:54:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT'S WHERE IT TOOK ME. TIMEIN: 04:59:55:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT IT WAS AN ESCAPE FROM TIMEIN: 04:59:56:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- REALITY. TIMEIN: 04:59:56:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY FATHER TURNED ME ON TO TIMEIN: 04:59:57:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ALCOHOL AT A YOUNG AGE, AND I TIMEIN: 05:00:00:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FELL IN LOVE WITH IT, TIMEIN: 05:00:01:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WITH ALCOHOL, AT FIRST. TIMEIN: 05:00:03:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I STARTED THE DRUG AND ALCOHOL TIMEIN: 05:00:05:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THING WHEN I WAS IN THE FOURTH TIMEIN: 05:00:06:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- GRADE. TIMEIN: 05:00:08:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> I WAS ALWAYS SEARCHING TIMEIN: 05:00:08:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FOR SOMETHING. TIMEIN: 05:00:09:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I REMEMBER BEING LITTLE AND TIMEIN: 05:00:12:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- JUST GOING TO THE MEDICINE TIMEIN: 05:00:13:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CLOSET AND JUST DRINKING, YOU TIMEIN: 05:00:16:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- KNOW, COLD MEDICINE OR WHATEVER. TIMEIN: 05:00:17:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW, I LIKED THE TASTE. TIMEIN: 05:00:19:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT WAS--YOU KNOW, ESPECIALLY, TIMEIN: 05:00:20:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- LIKE, THE BUBBLE GUM TASTE, TIMEIN: 05:00:21:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW. TIMEIN: 05:00:22:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> TODAY YOU'VE GOT KIDS ON TIMEIN: 05:00:24:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ALCOHOL AT YOUNGER AGES, TIMEIN: 05:00:26:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MARIJUANA USE AT YOUNGER AGES. TIMEIN: 05:00:29:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE ONE THAT PROBABLY SCARES US TIMEIN: 05:00:30:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE MOST AND THE ONE WE'VE GOT TIMEIN: 05:00:31:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE MOST CONCERN ABOUT TIMEIN: 05:00:33:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IS HEROIN USE AT YOUNG AGES. TIMEIN: 05:00:36:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE DEALERS ARE TELLING KIDS, TIMEIN: 05:00:37:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- "LOOK HOW WHITE IT IS; TIMEIN: 05:00:39:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- LOOK HOW PURE IT IS. TIMEIN: 05:00:40:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU DON'T NEED A NEEDLE. TIMEIN: 05:00:41:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SNORT IT; YOU'LL BE ALL RIGHT." TIMEIN: 05:00:42:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- NEVER HAVE TO USE A NEEDLE. TIMEIN: 05:00:44:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S A FLAT-OUT LIE. TIMEIN: 05:00:46:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I'VE TALKED TO KIDS, TIMEIN: 05:00:47:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SNORTED HEROIN FIRST TIME, TIMEIN: 05:00:49:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY'RE ADDICTED. TIMEIN: 05:00:50:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- NEXT THING YOU KNOW, THEY CAN'T TIMEIN: 05:00:51:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- GET ENOUGH. TIMEIN: 05:00:52:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE ONLY WAY TO GET ENOUGH IS TIMEIN: 05:00:54:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO USE THE NEEDLE. TIMEIN: 05:00:55:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ONCE THAT STARTS, THEY'RE DONE. TIMEIN: 05:00:57:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S SO MUCH CHEAPER. TIMEIN: 05:00:59:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? TIMEIN: 05:01:00:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S ONE OF THE CHEAPEST DRUGS TIMEIN: 05:01:01:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OUT THERE. TIMEIN: 05:01:02:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT'S WHY A LOT OF KIDS TIMEIN: 05:01:03:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- RUN TO IT. TIMEIN: 05:01:03:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I STARTED SNORTING HEROIN WHEN TIMEIN: 05:01:05:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I WAS 18. TIMEIN: 05:01:06:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SIX MONTHS LATER WAS THE FIRST TIMEIN: 05:01:07:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TIME I STUCK A NEEDLE IN MY TIMEIN: 05:01:08:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ARM, AND I'VE NEVER TIMEIN: 05:01:10:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SNORTED HEROIN SINCE. TIMEIN: 05:01:11:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> I STARTED WHEN I WAS SEVEN TIMEIN: 05:01:13:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- USING MARIJUANA, TIMEIN: 05:01:15:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND WHEN I TURNED TIMEIN: 05:01:18:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ABOUT 12, I STARTED WITH TIMEIN: 05:01:21:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- COCAINE AND MARIJUANA TIMEIN: 05:01:24:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND ALCOHOL. TIMEIN: 05:01:25:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY FRIEND, HE WAS DOING IT, TIMEIN: 05:01:29:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND I JUST LOOKED AT IT, TIMEIN: 05:01:31:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND I WAS LIKE, "HE LIKES IT, TIMEIN: 05:01:36:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SO MAYBE I SHOULD TRY IT." TIMEIN: 05:01:37:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> SHE WOULD COME HOME, AND HER TIMEIN: 05:01:40:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EYES WOULD BE RED, AND I'D SAY, TIMEIN: 05:01:42:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- "IF I DIDN'T KNOW BETTER, I'D TIMEIN: 05:01:43:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SWEAR YOU WERE SMOKING TIMEIN: 05:01:44:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MARIJUANA." TIMEIN: 05:01:46:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- "OH, NOT ME; I WOULD DO THAT." TIMEIN: 05:01:47:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND I BELIEVED HER. TIMEIN: 05:01:49:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SO I NOTICED IT, BUT I DON'T TIMEIN: 05:01:52:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- KNOW IF YOU WOULD CALL IT DENIAL TIMEIN: 05:01:55:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OR WHETHER I HAD TOO MUCH FAITH TIMEIN: 05:01:57:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IN HER. TIMEIN: 05:01:58:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I JUST DIDN'T THINK SHE TIMEIN: 05:01:59:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WOULD DO IT. TIMEIN: 05:02:00:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> WHEN I WAS BULLIED, IT TIMEIN: 05:02:01:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- STARTED AT ABOUT SIX YEARS OLD, TIMEIN: 05:02:03:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND IT--I LOST MY SELF-ESTEEM. TIMEIN: 05:02:07:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S A BIGGER PROBLEM... TIMEIN: 05:02:09:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND TIMEIN: 05:02:10:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BULLYING. TIMEIN: 05:02:11:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHEN YOU'RE BEING BULLIED, TIMEIN: 05:02:13:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THERE'S NO AVENUE TO GET OUT. TIMEIN: 05:02:14:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THEN TO ESCAPE REALITY, TIMEIN: 05:02:16:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I HUFFED THE GAS, AND I DRANK, TIMEIN: 05:02:18:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AT FIRST. TIMEIN: 05:02:19:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- NO, I INHALED GLUE TOO. TIMEIN: 05:02:21:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT WHAT THEY DO IS, TIMEIN: 05:02:22:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY POUR GLUE IN A PAPER BAG TIMEIN: 05:02:24:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND PUT IT ON YOUR... TIMEIN: 05:02:25:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT DOES THE SAME THING, TIMEIN: 05:02:26:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EXCEPT IT'S MORE AN ACID TRIP, TIMEIN: 05:02:28:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IS WHAT GLUE DOES. TIMEIN: 05:02:30:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> MY TRUE CHEMICAL DEPENDENCY TIMEIN: 05:02:32:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- STARTED WHEN I WAS ABOUT SEVEN TIMEIN: 05:02:33:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OR EIGHT AND WHEN I WAS TIMEIN: 05:02:34:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DIAGNOSED WITH A.D.D. TIMEIN: 05:02:36:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND AT THAT TIME, I WENT TO TIMEIN: 05:02:38:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A PSYCHOLOGIST, AND I WAS TIMEIN: 05:02:39:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PRESCRIBED RITALIN, AND I TOOK TIMEIN: 05:02:42:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- RITALIN FOR ALMOST TWO YEARS. TIMEIN: 05:02:44:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW, THE MENTAL CAPACITY TIMEIN: 05:02:45:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF HAVING TO HAVE A CHEMICAL IN TIMEIN: 05:02:48:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY BODY STARTED AT THAT AGE. TIMEIN: 05:02:50:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT STARTED THE CAREER, TIMEIN: 05:02:52:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY CAREER, YOU KNOW. TIMEIN: 05:02:54:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> WHAT WERE YOU DRINKING? TIMEIN: 05:02:56:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> 151 AND E&J, TIMEIN: 05:03:02:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HENNESSY AND HPNOTIQ. TIMEIN: 05:03:05:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT'S BASICALLY IT. TIMEIN: 05:03:07:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I HAD ALCOHOL POISONING, TIMEIN: 05:03:09:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND I GUESS I WENT THROUGH TIMEIN: 05:03:12:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A SEIZURE OR SOMETHING. TIMEIN: 05:03:13:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT'S WHAT MY FRIENDS TOLD ME TIMEIN: 05:03:15:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHEN IT HAPPENED. TIMEIN: 05:03:16:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> ACTUALLY, I WAS A GREAT TIMEIN: 05:03:17:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- STUDENT. TIMEIN: 05:03:18:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I WAS ON HONOR ROLL. TIMEIN: 05:03:19:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY GRADE-POINT AVERAGE WAS HIGH TIMEIN: 05:03:21:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- UP UNTIL-- TIMEIN: 05:03:23:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHEN I WAS TEN, MY FATHER DIED, TIMEIN: 05:03:25:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THAT'S WHEN-- TIMEIN: 05:03:26:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? TIMEIN: 05:03:26:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT BEGAN MY PROCESS TIMEIN: 05:03:28:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF DESTRUCTION. TIMEIN: 05:03:30:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> I HAD A GOOD CHILDHOOD. TIMEIN: 05:03:31:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I HAD AN AMAZING CHILDHOOD, AND TIMEIN: 05:03:34:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- LIFE WAS PRETTY GOOD THEN. TIMEIN: 05:03:36:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT WAS REALLY GOOD, ACTUALLY. TIMEIN: 05:03:38:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I HAD A--YOU KNOW, A FAIRY-TALE TIMEIN: 05:03:40:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HIGH SCHOOL EXPERIENCE. TIMEIN: 05:03:41:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SO IT WAS--IT WASN'T THAT. TIMEIN: 05:03:43:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT WAS JUST, IT'S WHAT EVERYBODY TIMEIN: 05:03:45:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DOES. TIMEIN: 05:03:46:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I DON'T KNOW THAT I CONSCIOUSLY TIMEIN: 05:03:47:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THOUGHT, IT'S WANTING TO FIT IN. TIMEIN: 05:03:48:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S MORE CURIOSITY. TIMEIN: 05:03:50:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU JUST--YOU KNOW, THIS IS TIMEIN: 05:03:51:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHAT EVERYBODY'S DOING. TIMEIN: 05:03:52:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THIS IS WHAT THE OLDER KIDS ARE TIMEIN: 05:03:53:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DOING, SO WHAT'S IT ALL ABOUT? TIMEIN: 05:03:55:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT WAS A GOOD LIFE SELLING THE TIMEIN: 05:03:57:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DRUGS, BUT IT CAME TO A FALL TIMEIN: 05:03:59:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHEN I STARTED USING, 'CAUSE TIMEIN: 05:04:00:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- NOW I'M SMOKING UP EVERYTHING. TIMEIN: 05:04:02:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN, I CAME MY TIMEIN: 05:04:05:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BEST CUSTOMER. TIMEIN: 05:04:07:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND AGAIN, AS YEARS WENT BY, TIMEIN: 05:04:08:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I STARTED--DIDN'T EVEN CARE, TIMEIN: 05:04:10:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW, WOULDN'T EAT, TIMEIN: 05:04:12:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WOULDN'T DO NOTHING. TIMEIN: 05:04:13:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW, AND I STARTED TIMEIN: 05:04:14:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- LOSING WEIGHT. TIMEIN: 05:04:15:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW, I CAN HANDLE THIS. TIMEIN: 05:04:17:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW, BUT IN BETWEEN THEM TIMEIN: 05:04:18:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YEARS, MAN, IT WAS JUST LIKE TIMEIN: 05:04:20:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE DRUGS WAS SO MUCH. TIMEIN: 05:04:21:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT IS SO POWERFUL. TIMEIN: 05:04:23:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ONCE YOU START, AIN'T NO TIMEIN: 05:04:25:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TURNING AROUND. TIMEIN: 05:04:27:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> THEY'RE GOOD KIDS, BUT I'VE TIMEIN: 05:04:29:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SEEN KIDS AS YOUNG AS 12 TIMEIN: 05:04:30:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ADDICTED TO HEROIN. TIMEIN: 05:04:32:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE BIG THING IS THAT PEOPLE TIMEIN: 05:04:33:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- NEED TO UNDERSTAND, IT'S NOT TIMEIN: 05:04:35:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ABOUT BAD KIDS. TIMEIN: 05:04:36:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S NOT ABOUT BAD PARENTS. TIMEIN: 05:04:38:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S ABOUT GOOD KIDS TIMEIN: 05:04:40:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MAKING BAD DECISIONS. TIMEIN: 05:04:41:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> narrator: IT'S NO ONE'S DREAM TIMEIN: 05:04:42:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO BECOME A DRUG ADDICT TIMEIN: 05:04:43:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OR ALCOHOLIC. TIMEIN: 05:04:44:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE TIME BETWEEN TIMEIN: 05:04:45:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EXPERIMENTATION TO ADDICTION IS TIMEIN: 05:04:47:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FAST, DESTRUCTIVE, AND DEADLY. TIMEIN: 05:04:49:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EVERY ADDICT HAS SAID, TIMEIN: 05:04:51:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- "I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD GET TIMEIN: 05:04:52:02 TIMEOUT: 05:04:54:24 ADDICTED, AND NOW I'M A JUNKIE." TIMEIN: 05:04:58:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> THE WHOLE ADDICTION PROCESS TIMEIN: 05:04:59:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- STARTS WHEN THEY TRY TO CHASE TIMEIN: 05:05:00:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT FIRST HIGH. TIMEIN: 05:05:01:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU'LL NEVER GET THAT FIRST TIMEIN: 05:05:02:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HIGH AGAIN. TIMEIN: 05:05:04:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THEY'RE ALWAYS CHASING IT. TIMEIN: 05:05:05:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY BECOME PHYSICALLY ADDICTED TIMEIN: 05:05:06:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO THE DRUG. TIMEIN: 05:05:08:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ONCE YOU'RE PHYSICALLY TIMEIN: 05:05:08:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ADDICTED, THAT'S WHEN THE TIMEIN: 05:05:10:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TROUBLE STARTS. TIMEIN: 05:05:12:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> THE ONE--THE FIRST HIGH YOU TIMEIN: 05:05:13:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EVER GOT, THAT'S WHAT YOU TIMEIN: 05:05:15:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CHASE. TIMEIN: 05:05:16:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU WILL NEVER GET IT. TIMEIN: 05:05:21:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU WON'T GET THAT HIGH. TIMEIN: 05:05:23:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I SPENT MANY YEARS TIMEIN: 05:05:24:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OUT THERE TRYING. TIMEIN: 05:05:25:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ONCE YOU GET THAT FIRST HIGH, TIMEIN: 05:05:26:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S THE ULTIMATE THAT YOU'RE TIMEIN: 05:05:28:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- GONNA RECEIVE EVER. TIMEIN: 05:05:30:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> BECAUSE THAT'S ALL YOU KNOW. TIMEIN: 05:05:31:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU WANT THAT FIRST HIGH. TIMEIN: 05:05:32:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ONCE YOU GET THAT FIRST CRACK TIMEIN: 05:05:34:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THEY GIVE YOU THAT HIT, TIMEIN: 05:05:36:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THERE'S NO TURNING BACK. TIMEIN: 05:05:37:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> I THINK FOR THE LAYPERSON, TIMEIN: 05:05:39:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE WAY TO UNDERSTAND THE FIRST TIMEIN: 05:05:44:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TIME OF GETTING HIGH TIMEIN: 05:05:45:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IS PROBABLY THE FIRST TIME THAT TIMEIN: 05:05:47:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU EXPERIENCE SOMETHING VERY TIMEIN: 05:05:49:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- JOYFUL IN YOUR LIFE. TIMEIN: 05:05:50:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU NEVER DID IT BEFORE. TIMEIN: 05:05:52:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT WAS JUST SO MUCH FUN THAT YOU TIMEIN: 05:05:53:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- COULDN'T BELIEVE IT, AND YOU TIMEIN: 05:05:55:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- NEVER QUITE GOT THAT FEELING TIMEIN: 05:05:57:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AGAIN. TIMEIN: 05:05:58:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS TO TIMEIN: 05:05:59:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE ADDICT. TIMEIN: 05:06:00:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> I KNOW, WHEN ERIN WAS, LIKE, TIMEIN: 05:06:02:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- 15 AND SHE STARTED DRINKING AND TIMEIN: 05:06:05:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SMOKING AND SMOKING MARIJUANA, TIMEIN: 05:06:08:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I DIDN'T REALIZE IT TIMEIN: 05:06:09:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- RIGHT AWAY BECAUSE OF TIMEIN: 05:06:10:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE MOOD SWINGS, OKAY? TIMEIN: 05:06:12:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND I THOUGHT, YOU KNOW, AT AGE TIMEIN: 05:06:14:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- 15, SHE WAS GOING THROUGH TIMEIN: 05:06:16:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PUBERTY AND THAT IT WAS JUST TIMEIN: 05:06:18:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A NATURAL THING AND IT WOULD-- TIMEIN: 05:06:19:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SHE WOULD GET BETTER. TIMEIN: 05:06:21:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT AS TIME WENT ON, TIMEIN: 05:06:23:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEN I REALIZED THAT IT WASN'T TIMEIN: 05:06:25:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- JUST PUBERTY, THAT SHE WAS TIMEIN: 05:06:26:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ABUSING ALCOHOL AND MARIJUANA. TIMEIN: 05:06:30:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> OVERALL, OUR NUMBERS OF TIMEIN: 05:06:33:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- STUDENTS REFERRED AND STUDENTS TIMEIN: 05:06:34:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TREATED HAS INCREASED TIMEIN: 05:06:36:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DRAMATICALLY OVER THE LAST TIMEIN: 05:06:38:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- 16 YEARS. TIMEIN: 05:06:39:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SO IN OUR EXPERIENCE HERE, TIMEIN: 05:06:41:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE PROBLEM HAS NOT LEVELED OFF TIMEIN: 05:06:43:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OR GOTTEN BETTER; TIMEIN: 05:06:45:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S INCREASING. TIMEIN: 05:06:46:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> AND UNFORTUNATELY, A LOT OF TIMEIN: 05:06:48:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PARENTS OF THE CHILDREN THAT TIMEIN: 05:06:49:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WE'VE SEEN THINK THAT, TIMEIN: 05:06:50:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- "MY CHILD WOULDN'T DO THAT. TIMEIN: 05:06:52:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY SHOW NO INDICATIONS. TIMEIN: 05:06:53:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY CHILD WOULDN'T DO THAT." TIMEIN: 05:06:55:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND MAGICALLY, WHEN YOU GIVE TIMEIN: 05:06:56:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEM A MEDICATION SUCH AS TIMEIN: 05:06:57:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- NARCAN, WHICH REVERSES THE TIMEIN: 05:06:58:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EFFECT OF HEROIN AND THEY TIMEIN: 05:07:00:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- COME AROUND--YES, YOUR TIMEIN: 05:07:01:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CHILD DID DO THAT-- TIMEIN: 05:07:01:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY STILL DON'T WANT TO TIMEIN: 05:07:02:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BELIEVE THAT THAT'S WHAT TIMEIN: 05:07:03:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HAPPENED. TIMEIN: 05:07:04:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT I THINK TOO MANY PARENTS TIMEIN: 05:07:05:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ARE NAIVE, AND THEY DON'T TIMEIN: 05:07:06:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BELIEVE THAT THEIR CHILDREN TIMEIN: 05:07:07:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- COULD ACTUALLY TAKE DRUGS. TIMEIN: 05:07:08:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> SOME OF THE BIG CHANGES WE'VE TIMEIN: 05:07:09:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SEEN ARE THE USE OF THE TIMEIN: 05:07:11:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- INTERNET. TIMEIN: 05:07:13:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WE GET A LOT OF PEOPLE NOW WHO TIMEIN: 05:07:14:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ARE ABLE TO BUY THEIR DRUGS OFF TIMEIN: 05:07:15:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE INTERNET, ESPECIALLY WHEN TIMEIN: 05:07:17:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT COMES TO PEOPLE WHO ARE TIMEIN: 05:07:18:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ADDICTED TO PILLS. TIMEIN: 05:07:19:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY CAN GET ON THE INTERNET TIMEIN: 05:07:20:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND GO THROUGH OTHER COUNTRIES. TIMEIN: 05:07:23:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S VERY EASY TO FALSIFY TIMEIN: 05:07:25:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DOCUMENTS, FALSIFY DOCTORS' TIMEIN: 05:07:27:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SIGNATURES, THINGS OF THAT SORT, TIMEIN: 05:07:29:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THEY'RE ABLE TO PROCURE TIMEIN: 05:07:31:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DRUGS FROM ANYWHERE. TIMEIN: 05:07:32:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> COMPUTER ALSO IS A MEANS TIMEIN: 05:07:34:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF COMMUNICATIONS. TIMEIN: 05:07:35:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT ALLOWS YOUR CHILDREN TO GET TIMEIN: 05:07:37:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BAD INFORMATION ABOUT HOW SAFE TIMEIN: 05:07:39:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DRUGS ARE, TIMEIN: 05:07:41:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHICH IS WHAT THE DEALERS WANT TIMEIN: 05:07:42:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO TELL THEM, BECAUSE THEY WANT TIMEIN: 05:07:43:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOUR KID'S MONEY. TIMEIN: 05:07:44:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR TIMEIN: 05:07:45:03 TIMEOUT: 05:07:47:06 KID'S LIFE. TIMEIN: 05:08:04:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> CURRENTLY, WHAT WE'VE SEEN TIMEIN: 05:08:06:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A DRAMATIC RISE IN IN THE LAST TIMEIN: 05:08:08:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PROBABLY TWO TO THREE YEARS TIMEIN: 05:08:10:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IS THE USE OF PHARMACEUTICAL TIMEIN: 05:08:11:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AGENTS: TIMEIN: 05:08:12:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BENZODIAZEPINES, TIMEIN: 05:08:14:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHICH ARE SEDATIVES, TIMEIN: 05:08:16:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ANTI-ANXIETY AGENTS. TIMEIN: 05:08:18:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY INCLUDE XANAX, TIMEIN: 05:08:19:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ATIVAN, KLONOPIN. TIMEIN: 05:08:21:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE SECOND CLASS OF DRUGS THAT'S TIMEIN: 05:08:23:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- READILY AVAILABLE ON THE STREET TIMEIN: 05:08:24:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ARE THE OPIATES: TIMEIN: 05:08:26:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PERCOCET, OXYCONTIN, FENTANYL. TIMEIN: 05:08:30:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THOSE DRUGS ARE ALSO TIMEIN: 05:08:32:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WIDELY AVAILABLE HERE, TIMEIN: 05:08:34:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND WE'VE SEEN JUST A DRAMATIC TIMEIN: 05:08:37:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- RISE IN THE LAST COUPLE YEARS TIMEIN: 05:08:39:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF OPIATE USE AND TIMEIN: 05:08:42:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BENZODIAZEPINE USE AMONG YOUTH. TIMEIN: 05:08:45:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I USED OPIATES AS AN ESCAPE. TIMEIN: 05:08:47:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I DIDN'T WANT TO FEEL TIMEIN: 05:08:48:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHAT I WAS FEELING, TIMEIN: 05:08:49:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SO I HID FROM IT, TIMEIN: 05:08:51:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- JUST TOOK PILLS EVERY DAY AND TIMEIN: 05:08:53:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ACTED LIKE IT DIDN'T HAPPEN. TIMEIN: 05:08:55:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A LOT MORE PRESCRIPTION TIMEIN: 05:08:56:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MEDICATION USE AND OVERUSE TIMEIN: 05:08:59:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND OVERDOSE TIMEIN: 05:09:00:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND A LOT MORE MIXING OF TIMEIN: 05:09:02:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE HEROIN AND OTHER TYPE OF TIMEIN: 05:09:03:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DRUGS WITH DIFFERENT TIMEIN: 05:09:05:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MEDICATIONS. TIMEIN: 05:09:06:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A LOT OF ALCOHOL--ACTUALLY, TIMEIN: 05:09:07:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ALCOHOL MIXED WITH MEDICATIONS, TIMEIN: 05:09:10:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PARTICULARLY ALCOHOL AND THE TIMEIN: 05:09:11:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PRESCRIPTION MEDICATIONS. TIMEIN: 05:09:13:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HEROIN AND COCAINE ARE TIMEIN: 05:09:14:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- STANDARD. TIMEIN: 05:09:15:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> WE HAVE AN INTERESTING STORY TIMEIN: 05:09:17:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF A YOUNG LADY WHO WAS OUR TIMEIN: 05:09:18:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CLIENT SEVERAL YEARS AGO. TIMEIN: 05:09:19:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HER MOTHER WAS A REAL ESTATE TIMEIN: 05:09:20:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AGENT. TIMEIN: 05:09:21:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND WHAT SHE WOULD DO WAS TIMEIN: 05:09:25:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ACCOMPANY HER MOM ON EITHER TIMEIN: 05:09:29:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OPEN HOUSES OR SHOWINGS. TIMEIN: 05:09:31:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND WHILE THE MOM WAS BUSY TIMEIN: 05:09:33:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WORKING, DOING HER JOB TIMEIN: 05:09:34:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AS A REALTOR, SHE WOULD RIFLE TIMEIN: 05:09:36:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE MEDICINE CABINET AND JUST TIMEIN: 05:09:38:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SNATCH OUT OF THERE WHATEVER WAS TIMEIN: 05:09:40:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IN THERE. TIMEIN: 05:09:41:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> SOME OF THE PROBLEMS THAT TIMEIN: 05:09:42:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WE'VE RUN INTO WITH ADDICTS TIMEIN: 05:09:44:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IS THAT IF SOMEONE DIES, A LOT TIMEIN: 05:09:46:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF TIMES NOW, THEY DON'T TIMEIN: 05:09:47:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WANT TO PUT THE REASON WHY THEY TIMEIN: 05:09:48:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DIED IN THE PAPER, BECAUSE IF TIMEIN: 05:09:50:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY DO, PEOPLE WILL TIMEIN: 05:09:51:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BREAK IN THEIR HOUSES. TIMEIN: 05:09:52:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IF THEY KNOW THAT THEY'RE ON TIMEIN: 05:09:53:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OXYCODONE OR THEY'RE TAKING TIMEIN: 05:09:55:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SOME PERCOCETS FOR PAIN. TIMEIN: 05:09:57:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PEOPLE ARE GOING TO BREAK IN TIMEIN: 05:09:59:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEIR HOUSES AND STEAL THOSE, TIMEIN: 05:10:00:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND WE RUN INTO THAT TIMEIN: 05:10:02:03 TIMEOUT: 05:10:04:03 PROBLEM A LOT. TIMEIN: 05:10:06:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> narrator: A CHEAP AND HIGHLY TIMEIN: 05:10:07:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ADDICTIVE DRUG KNOWN AS "CHEESE TIMEIN: 05:10:08:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HEROIN" HAS KILLED 21 TEENAGERS TIMEIN: 05:10:10:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IN THE DALLAS AREA OVER THE TIMEIN: 05:10:12:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PAST TWO YEARS. TIMEIN: 05:10:13:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- "CHEESE" IS NOT ONLY DANGEROUS; TIMEIN: 05:10:15:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S CHEAP, TIMEIN: 05:10:15:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ABOUT $2 FOR A SINGLE HIT AND TIMEIN: 05:10:18:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AS LITTLE AS $10 PER GRAM. TIMEIN: 05:10:20:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> CHEESE IS A NEW DRUG TIMEIN: 05:10:21:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- COMBINATION THAT WE'VE TIMEIN: 05:10:23:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BEEN HEARING ABOUT: TIMEIN: 05:10:24:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TYPICALLY, A SMALL PERCENTAGE TIMEIN: 05:10:25:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF HEROIN AND A LOT OF TIMEIN: 05:10:27:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- COLD MEDICATION, SUCH AS TIMEIN: 05:10:28:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TYLENOL P.M., WHICH IS GROUND TIMEIN: 05:10:30:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- UP AND MIXED TOGETHER AND TIMEIN: 05:10:32:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEN CAN BE SNORTED TO GET HIGH. TIMEIN: 05:10:35:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WE HAVEN'T HAD IT HERE JUST YET, TIMEIN: 05:10:37:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT I DO BELIEVE THAT IT IS TIMEIN: 05:10:39:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- COMING, BECAUSE THE DEALERS OUT TIMEIN: 05:10:41:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ON THE STREET ARE USING IT TIMEIN: 05:10:42:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AS A TYPE OF STARTER HEROIN TIMEIN: 05:10:45:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO GET KIDS ADDICTED SO THAT TIMEIN: 05:10:47:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY CAN MOVE THEM TO THE FULL TIMEIN: 05:10:49:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HEROIN LATER ON. TIMEIN: 05:10:51:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> WE SEE OVERDOES VERY TIMEIN: 05:10:52:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FREQUENTLY. TIMEIN: 05:10:53:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WE JUST HAD A RASH OF TIMEIN: 05:10:55:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OVERDOSES IN THE CITY. TIMEIN: 05:10:57:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WE HAD SOME PEOPLE WHO WERE TIMEIN: 05:10:58:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- USING HEROIN, AND SOMEONE WAS TIMEIN: 05:10:59:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- LACING THE HEROIN WITH TIMEIN: 05:11:00:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FENTANYL. TIMEIN: 05:11:01:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I BELIEVE THEY KILLED UP TO TIMEIN: 05:11:02:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SEVEN OR EIGHT PEOPLE WITHIN TIMEIN: 05:11:04:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A WEEK'S TIME. TIMEIN: 05:11:06:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> SOME GENIUS DECIDED THAT WAS TIMEIN: 05:11:07:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE HIGH OF A LIFETIME. TIMEIN: 05:11:09:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WE KILLED DOZENS OF PEOPLE TIMEIN: 05:11:11:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ACROSS THE COUNTRY WITH TIMEIN: 05:11:12:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FENTANYL-LACED HEROIN. TIMEIN: 05:11:14:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WE GOT SO BUSY HERE WITH TIMEIN: 05:11:16:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FENTANYL-LACED HEROIN, WE TIMEIN: 05:11:17:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ACTUALLY PUT EXTRA UNITS ON THE TIMEIN: 05:11:18:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- STREET TO DEAL WITH THE ADDICTS TIMEIN: 05:11:20:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DROPPING DEAD IN THE STREETS. TIMEIN: 05:11:22:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> FENTANYL IS VERY TIMEIN: 05:11:23:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- QUICK-ACTING AND VERY DEADLY, TIMEIN: 05:11:24:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND WE SAW A LOT OF DEATHS FROM TIMEIN: 05:11:25:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE HEROIN AND FENTANYL. TIMEIN: 05:11:27:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MOST OF THEM DID NOT ARRIVE IN TIMEIN: 05:11:29:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE EMERGENCY ROOM; THEY WERE TIMEIN: 05:11:29:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OUT IN THE STREET BECAUSE TIMEIN: 05:11:31:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE DEATHS WERE SO QUICK, TIMEIN: 05:11:32:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WE DIDN'T HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TIMEIN: 05:11:33:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO SEE THEM. TIMEIN: 05:11:34:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> DESCRIBE HEROIN. TIMEIN: 05:11:36:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> [chuckles] TIMEIN: 05:11:38:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- UM... TIMEIN: 05:11:41:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT IS A BEAST ALL-- TIMEIN: 05:11:44:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ALL TO ITSELF. TIMEIN: 05:11:45:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT IS... TIMEIN: 05:11:49:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE WORDS TIMEIN: 05:11:50:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO DESCRIBE IT. TIMEIN: 05:11:51:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S AWFUL. TIMEIN: 05:11:53:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> IF YOU HAD TO INJECT THE TIMEIN: 05:11:54:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FIRST TIME, WOULD YOU HAVE TIMEIN: 05:11:55:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EVEN STARTED? TIMEIN: 05:11:59:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> TO BE HONEST, I DON'T THINK TIMEIN: 05:12:00:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I WOULD HAVE. TIMEIN: 05:12:01:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I USED TO TELL MYSELF THAT THE TIMEIN: 05:12:03:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DAY I STUCK A NEEDLE IN MY ARM TIMEIN: 05:12:04:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WOULD BE THE DAY I WOULD STICK TIMEIN: 05:12:06:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A BULLET IN MY HEAD. TIMEIN: 05:12:08:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> IT'LL KILL YOU. TIMEIN: 05:12:09:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'LL RUIN YOUR LIFE. TIMEIN: 05:12:11:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'LL CHANGE YOU MORE THAN-- TIMEIN: 05:12:13:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IN MY OPINION, MORE THAN TIMEIN: 05:12:14:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ANY OTHER DRUG WILL. TIMEIN: 05:12:16:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU JUST LOSE ALL SENSE TIMEIN: 05:12:20:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF WHO YOU ARE, ALL MORALS, TIMEIN: 05:12:22:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ALL VALUES. TIMEIN: 05:12:23:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY'RE OUT THE WINDOW. TIMEIN: 05:12:24:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- NOTHING ELSE MATTERS TIMEIN: 05:12:26:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT HEROIN AND HOW TIMEIN: 05:12:28:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU'RE GOING TO GET IT. TIMEIN: 05:12:29:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> THE FIRST TIME SHE DID IT, TIMEIN: 05:12:30:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SHE SNORTED. TIMEIN: 05:12:31:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND SHORTLY AFTER THAT, TIMEIN: 05:12:33:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SHE STARTED USING A NEEDLE. TIMEIN: 05:12:35:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> HOW LONG AFTER SHE TIMEIN: 05:12:35:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- STARTED DOING IT? TIMEIN: 05:12:36:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> PROBABLY--SHE TOLD ME TIMEIN: 05:12:37:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A COUPLE WEEKS. TIMEIN: 05:12:39:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AT ONE POINT, I ALWAYS--NEVER TIMEIN: 05:12:42:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HAD ANY TEASPOONS WHEN PEOPLE TIMEIN: 05:12:44:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- USED TO COME OVER FOR COFFEE TIMEIN: 05:12:46:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OR WHATEVER, AND ERIN TOLD ME TIMEIN: 05:12:48:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT SHE WOULD TAKE THE SPOONS TIMEIN: 05:12:51:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO COOK UP HER HEROIN. TIMEIN: 05:12:53:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SO IT WAS SOMETHING THAT-- TIMEIN: 05:12:55:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I JUST THOUGHT THE DISHWASHER TIMEIN: 05:12:57:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ATE THEM OR I JUST THREW THEM TIMEIN: 05:12:58:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IN THE GARBAGE. TIMEIN: 05:12:59:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A SILLY THING LIKE THAT TIMEIN: 05:13:00:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IS DEFINITELY A SIGN THAT TIMEIN: 05:13:02:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SOMEBODY'S, YOU KNOW, TIMEIN: 05:13:03:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- USING DRUGS. TIMEIN: 05:13:05:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT IS HARD TO KNOW, I THINK, TIMEIN: 05:13:08:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHAT TO LOOK FOR TIMEIN: 05:13:09:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IF YOU'RE UNEDUCATED. TIMEIN: 05:13:11:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND AT THAT TIME, TIMEIN: 05:13:11:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I WAS VERY UNEDUCATED. TIMEIN: 05:13:13:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I MORE OR LESS HAD TO EDUCATE TIMEIN: 05:13:15:03 TIMEOUT: 05:13:17:10 MYSELF ABOUT ADDICTION. TIMEIN: 05:13:43:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> IF THEY WEREN'T SHOOTING IN TIMEIN: 05:13:44:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE ARMS AND THEY KNEW WHAT TIMEIN: 05:13:46:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY WERE DOING, YOU CAN GO TIMEIN: 05:13:47:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IN BETWEEN THEIR TOES, BETWEEN TIMEIN: 05:13:51:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEIR FINGERS, THE INNER THIGH, TIMEIN: 05:13:54:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PRETTY MUCH ANYWHERE YOU CAN TIMEIN: 05:13:55:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FIND A RATIONAL VEIN, TIMEIN: 05:13:58:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EVEN GOING DOWN THE BACK SIDE TIMEIN: 05:13:59:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF YOUR ARM. TIMEIN: 05:14:00:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND A PARENT MIGHT NOT TIMEIN: 05:14:01:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- LOOK THERE, TIMEIN: 05:14:02:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- 'CAUSE USUALLY, A PARENT WILL TIMEIN: 05:14:03:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- GO LOOKING RIGHT AT THE CENTER TIMEIN: 05:14:04:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OF THE ARM WHERE YOU NORMALLY TIMEIN: 05:14:06:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- GO GIVE BLOOD, AND THAT'S NOT TIMEIN: 05:14:07:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE ONLY PLACE TO DO IT. TIMEIN: 05:14:09:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CHILDREN--WELL, PEOPLE DO USE TIMEIN: 05:14:12:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- NEEDLES IN THEIR GENITAL AREAS. TIMEIN: 05:14:16:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WOMEN HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO DO-- TIMEIN: 05:14:19:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SHOOT NEEDLES IN THEIR BREASTS, TIMEIN: 05:14:21:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ALSO DOWN IN THEIR VAGINAL AREA, TIMEIN: 05:14:23:08 TIMEOUT: 05:14:26:10 AND MEN ALSO IN THEIR PENIS. TIMEIN: 05:14:41:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> AS FAR AS I SAW, WITH THE TIMEIN: 05:14:43:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HEROIN, WHEN ERIN WAS USING TIMEIN: 05:14:45:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HEROIN, SHE GOT TO A POINT, TIMEIN: 05:14:47:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- REALLY, WHERE SHE WAS USING IT TIMEIN: 05:14:49:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- JUST SO SHE WOULDN'T GET SICK, TIMEIN: 05:14:51:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- 'CAUSE THE WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS TIMEIN: 05:14:53:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ARE HORRIBLE. TIMEIN: 05:14:55:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> WITHDRAWALS IS, LIKE, TIMEIN: 05:14:57:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE MOST TERRIBLE PAIN I'VE TIMEIN: 05:14:59:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EVER FELT IN MY LIFE. TIMEIN: 05:15:00:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY LEGS WILL NOT STOP MOVING. TIMEIN: 05:15:02:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY BACK FEELS LIKE SOMEBODY'S TIMEIN: 05:15:03:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- KICKING ME IN IT CONSTANTLY, TIMEIN: 05:15:04:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE HOT AND COLD SWEATS. TIMEIN: 05:15:06:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW, ONE MINUTE, TIMEIN: 05:15:06:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I'M COVERED UP TIMEIN: 05:15:08:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IN 1,000 BLANKETS; TIMEIN: 05:15:09:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE NEXT MINUTE, I HAVE NOTHING TIMEIN: 05:15:10:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ON AT ALL BECAUSE I'M TIMEIN: 05:15:11:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SWEATING SO BAD. TIMEIN: 05:15:12:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S THE MOST NASTIEST TIMEIN: 05:15:14:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PAIN I'VE EVER EXPERIENCED TIMEIN: 05:15:15:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IN MY LIFE. TIMEIN: 05:15:16:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I'VE NEVER FELT NO PAIN LIKE IT. TIMEIN: 05:15:18:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> IT IS--IT'S JUST TIMEIN: 05:15:21:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE WORST FEELING. TIMEIN: 05:15:22:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU CAN'T MOVE YOUR BODY. TIMEIN: 05:15:24:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S JUST-- TIMEIN: 05:15:25:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THERE'S NOTHING, NO ENERGY. TIMEIN: 05:15:27:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THERE'S NOTHING TO YOU AT ALL. TIMEIN: 05:15:30:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU FEEL SICK, HOT AND COLD, TIMEIN: 05:15:32:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND LEGS ARE JUMPING, AND YOUR TIMEIN: 05:15:34:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SKIN'S CRAWLING. TIMEIN: 05:15:35:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THERE'S NO ESCAPING THE TIMEIN: 05:15:36:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FEELINGS THAT YOU'RE GOING TIMEIN: 05:15:37:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THROUGH UNLESS YOU-- TIMEIN: 05:15:40:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- UNLESS YOU GET MORE HEROIN. TIMEIN: 05:15:42:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT'S REALLY THE ONLY THING TIMEIN: 05:15:43:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT WILL TAKE IT AWAY. TIMEIN: 05:15:45:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> AND THE KIDS WILL TRY TIMEIN: 05:15:45:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO JUSTIFY. TIMEIN: 05:15:46:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW, I MEAN, THEY MIGHT-- TIMEIN: 05:15:47:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HEROIN, FOR ME, MADE ME VOMIT TIMEIN: 05:15:49:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CONSTANTLY, LIKE, TIMEIN: 05:15:50:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE FIRST SIX MONTHS, TIMEIN: 05:15:51:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND I ALWAYS TOLD THEM TIMEIN: 05:15:51:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT WAS SOMETHING I ATE. TIMEIN: 05:15:53:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT IT WASN'T. TIMEIN: 05:15:54:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? TIMEIN: 05:15:55:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT WAS HEROIN. TIMEIN: 05:15:56:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> I NEVER GOT TO SHOOTING IT, TIMEIN: 05:15:57:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT IT WAS ONLY A MATTER OF TIMEIN: 05:15:58:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TIME, BECAUSE YOUR TOLERANCE TIMEIN: 05:16:01:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUILDS SO QUICKLY. TIMEIN: 05:16:02:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THE FEELING--HONESTLY, TIMEIN: 05:16:03:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I WAS AFRAID BECAUSE OF THE WAY TIMEIN: 05:16:06:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT FELT WHEN I SNORTED IT. TIMEIN: 05:16:07:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT WAS ENOUGH. TIMEIN: 05:16:10:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO HAVE THAT FEELING TIMEIN: 05:16:11:06 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- INTENSIFIED? TIMEIN: 05:16:12:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I'D NEVER STOP. TIMEIN: 05:16:14:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD. TIMEIN: 05:16:15:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I THINK IT'D BE HARDER, TIMEIN: 05:16:16:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A LOT HARDER. TIMEIN: 05:16:17:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> YEAH, WE ACTUALLY SEEN TIMEIN: 05:16:18:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DRIVERS SHOOTING UP OR PASSED TIMEIN: 05:16:21:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- OUT RESULTING FROM SHOOTING UP. TIMEIN: 05:16:23:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> ADDICTION IS PROBABLY THE TIMEIN: 05:16:25:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MOST PAINFUL THING A PERSON TIMEIN: 05:16:27:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CAN GO THROUGH. TIMEIN: 05:16:29:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOUR BODY IS CRAVING SOMETHING. TIMEIN: 05:16:31:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANT IT, TIMEIN: 05:16:32:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOUR BODY WANTS IT. TIMEIN: 05:16:34:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I THINK ADDICTION, ESPECIALLY TIMEIN: 05:16:35:24 TIMEOUT: 05:16:38:01 HEROIN ADDICTION, IS THE DEVIL. TIMEIN: 05:16:42:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DON'T BELIEVE THEM. TIMEIN: 05:16:43:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I DON'T CARE HOW GOOD YOUR KIDS TIMEIN: 05:16:45:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ARE OR HOW GOOD YOU THINK THEY TIMEIN: 05:16:47:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ARE; THEY'RE NOT GOING TO TIMEIN: 05:16:50:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TELL YOU EVERYTHING. TIMEIN: 05:16:51:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> LOOKIT! TIMEIN: 05:16:52:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CANCUN, BABY! TIMEIN: 05:16:53:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CANCUN! TIMEIN: 05:16:55:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> GOT ANY MORE? TIMEIN: 05:16:56:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> NO, IT'S MY FIRST ONE. TIMEIN: 05:16:58:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY MOMMY AND DADDY DON'T KNOW TIMEIN: 05:16:59:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ABOUT IT, SO DON'T TELL THEM, TIMEIN: 05:17:00:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ALL RIGHT? TIMEIN: 05:17:01:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> I CAN'T UNDERSTAND HOW TIMEIN: 05:17:02:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ANYBODY WOULD BELIEVE THAT TIMEIN: 05:17:03:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEIR KIDS WOULD TELL THEM TIMEIN: 05:17:04:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING ON IN TIMEIN: 05:17:06:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEIR LIFE. TIMEIN: 05:17:07:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> SAY A PARENT SAYS, "I TRUST TIMEIN: 05:17:08:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY KID. TIMEIN: 05:17:09:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW, MY KID WOULD NEVER TIMEIN: 05:17:10:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TOUCH DRUGS." TIMEIN: 05:17:13:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> [chuckles] TIMEIN: 05:17:14:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- UM... TIMEIN: 05:17:17:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY CAN BELIEVE IT, TIMEIN: 05:17:18:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT IT'S--99%, IT'S NOT TRUE. TIMEIN: 05:17:20:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY GOT TO REALIZE THAT TIMEIN: 05:17:21:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY'RE NOT GOING TO BE TIMEIN: 05:17:22:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HONEST WITH THEM. TIMEIN: 05:17:23:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEIR CHILDREN WON'T BE TIMEIN: 05:17:23:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HONEST WITH THEM. TIMEIN: 05:17:24:13 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY GOT TO REALIZE THAT. TIMEIN: 05:17:26:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND LIKE I SAID, I GET TIMEIN: 05:17:27:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EMOTIONAL SOMETIMES WHEN I START TIMEIN: 05:17:28:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TALKING ABOUT IT. TIMEIN: 05:17:30:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> DID YOU TELL YOUR PARENTS TIMEIN: 05:17:30:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EVERYTHING? TIMEIN: 05:17:32:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU DIDN'T TELL THEM EVERYTHING. TIMEIN: 05:17:34:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH TIMEIN: 05:17:35:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY PARENTS, ALWAYS DID. TIMEIN: 05:17:37:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I DIDN'T TELL THEM EVERYTHING. TIMEIN: 05:17:39:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DON'T BELIEVE IT. TIMEIN: 05:17:41:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- GET INVOLVED IN YOUR KID'S LIFE. TIMEIN: 05:17:42:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TRUST YOUR KIDS. TIMEIN: 05:17:44:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT ALWAYS HAVE THAT LEVEL TIMEIN: 05:17:47:02 TIMEOUT: 05:17:49:07 OF SUSPICION. TIMEIN: 05:17:52:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> IF YOU'RE SICK--THAT'S WHEN TIMEIN: 05:17:53:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I STARTED--I SNATCHED PURSES, TIMEIN: 05:17:56:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TOOK PURSES OUT OF SHOPPING TIMEIN: 05:17:58:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CARTS IN GROCERY STORE TIMEIN: 05:17:59:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- PARKING LOTS. TIMEIN: 05:18:01:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S SO SAD TO ME, BECAUSE IT'S TIMEIN: 05:18:02:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- NOT ANYTHING THAT I WOULD EVER TIMEIN: 05:18:04:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THINK I WOULD DO. TIMEIN: 05:18:05:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND I HAVE A HARD TIME EVEN TIMEIN: 05:18:06:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TALKING ABOUT IT. TIMEIN: 05:18:08:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT I WISH WOMEN WOULD KNOW TIMEIN: 05:18:10:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO KEEP YOUR PURSE ON YOUR TIMEIN: 05:18:12:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SHOULDER OR PUT IT IN YOUR CAR TIMEIN: 05:18:13:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND LOCK YOUR DOORS. TIMEIN: 05:18:15:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DON'T LEAVE IT IN THE SHOPPING TIMEIN: 05:18:17:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CART. TIMEIN: 05:18:18:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE WORLD IS JUST TOO TIMEIN: 05:18:19:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TRUSTING SOMETIMES. TIMEIN: 05:18:20:19 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT'S AN AWFUL THING, BUT WHEN TIMEIN: 05:18:22:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU'RE THAT SICK, I COULDN'T... TIMEIN: 05:18:25:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I COULDN'T THINK ABOUT WHAT THEY TIMEIN: 05:18:26:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WERE GONNA GO THROUGH. TIMEIN: 05:18:28:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS TIMEIN: 05:18:30:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH. TIMEIN: 05:18:32:07 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I'VE NEVER FELT ANYTHING WORSE TIMEIN: 05:18:33:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAN THAT IN MY LIFE. TIMEIN: 05:18:36:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND YOU JUST TRY TO MAKE IT GO TIMEIN: 05:18:37:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AWAY WHATEVER WAY YOU CAN. TIMEIN: 05:18:39:29 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> STEALING, ROBBING, TIMEIN: 05:18:41:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MOSTLY FROM MY FAMILY, TIMEIN: 05:18:43:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THE PEOPLE THAT LOVED ME AND TIMEIN: 05:18:44:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SUPPORTED ME THE MOST. TIMEIN: 05:18:45:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I MANIPULATED THEM TO ANY TIMEIN: 05:18:48:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EXTENT I COULD. TIMEIN: 05:18:49:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? TIMEIN: 05:18:50:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I LIED TO THEM OVER AND OVER TIMEIN: 05:18:52:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AGAIN TO GET WHAT I NEEDED TIMEIN: 05:18:53:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FOR ME. TIMEIN: 05:18:54:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> ADDICTS WILL LIE AND STEAL. TIMEIN: 05:18:56:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I'VE HAD PARENTS TELL ME THAT TIMEIN: 05:18:58:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY'VE WOKEN UP IN THE MORNING TIMEIN: 05:19:00:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND THEIR TVs WERE GONE, THEIR TIMEIN: 05:19:01:27 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- VCRs WERE GONE, AND NOBODY TIMEIN: 05:19:03:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- KNOWS WHERE THEY WENT. TIMEIN: 05:19:05:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THEY'LL TAKE WHATEVER THEY CAN TIMEIN: 05:19:07:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO PAWN AND TO GET MONEY TO BUY TIMEIN: 05:19:11:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- DRUGS, BECAUSE IT CAN GET VERY TIMEIN: 05:19:13:17 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- EXPENSIVE. TIMEIN: 05:19:14:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ERIN'S ADDICTION WENT UP TO $250 TIMEIN: 05:19:17:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A DAY, AND SHE WAS STEALING TIMEIN: 05:19:19:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FROM EVERYBODY, SOLD MY CAR TIMEIN: 05:19:22:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FOR $200. TIMEIN: 05:19:24:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> AND THAT'S HOW YOU'LL TIMEIN: 05:19:25:01 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FIND OUT. TIMEIN: 05:19:25:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHEN YOU FIND OUT STUFF IS TIMEIN: 05:19:27:00 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MISSING, THEN YOU KNOW YOUR TIMEIN: 05:19:28:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CHILD IS ON IT. TIMEIN: 05:19:30:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IF YOU BE LIKE, "MAN, I JUST SET TIMEIN: 05:19:32:14 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY RINGS HERE. TIMEIN: 05:19:33:21 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I KNOW I HAD SOME MONEY TIMEIN: 05:19:34:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IN MY POCKETBOOK." TIMEIN: 05:19:35:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- YOU KNOW? TIMEIN: 05:19:37:10 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ONLY ONES IN THE HOUSE ARE YOU TIMEIN: 05:19:38:24 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND YOUR CHILD. TIMEIN: 05:19:40:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHEN YOU START FINDING OUT THAT, TIMEIN: 05:19:42:09 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- THAT'S WHEN YOU KNOW THAT YOUR TIMEIN: 05:19:43:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- CHILD IS ON SOMETHING. TIMEIN: 05:19:44:23 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HE'S ON SOME TYPE OF DRUG. TIMEIN: 05:19:46:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY WORST EXPERIENCE WAS, AFTER TIMEIN: 05:19:49:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MY SON WAS BORN, WE BROUGHT HIM TIMEIN: 05:19:51:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL, AND TIMEIN: 05:19:54:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ME AND HIS MOTHER WENT TO THE TIMEIN: 05:19:55:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- STORE TO GET MILK AND STUFF TIMEIN: 05:19:56:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- FOR HIM, AND I WAS TIMEIN: 05:19:58:22 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WITHDRAWING BECAUSE MY TIMEIN: 05:19:59:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HABIT WAS SO BAD. TIMEIN: 05:20:01:04 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I SNATCHED ALL THE MONEY OUT OF TIMEIN: 05:20:03:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- HER POCKET WHILE SHE WAS TIMEIN: 05:20:04:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- SCREAMING, YOU KNOW, TIMEIN: 05:20:05:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- "WE NEED IT FOR THE BABY; TIMEIN: 05:20:06:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WE NEED IT FOR THE BABY." TIMEIN: 05:20:07:18 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- BUT I DIDN'T CARE. TIMEIN: 05:20:08:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I MEAN, I JUST DIDN'T CARE. TIMEIN: 05:20:09:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- AND I DROVE HER WITH ME TIMEIN: 05:20:11:05 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO COP HEROIN AND USED TIMEIN: 05:20:12:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- IT IN FRONT OF HER. TIMEIN: 05:20:14:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- I BASICALLY KIDNAPPED HER, IS TIMEIN: 05:20:15:16 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- WHAT I DID. TIMEIN: 05:20:16:20 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE TIMEIN: 05:20:17:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A BAD STUDENT? TIMEIN: 05:20:18:25 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- >> NO, IT DOESN'T HAVE ANYTHING TIMEIN: 05:20:20:12 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO DO WITH IT AT ALL. TIMEIN: 05:20:22:02 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ACTUALLY, ADDICTS ARE A LOT-- TIMEIN: 05:20:24:28 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- MOST OF THEM ARE PRETTY--VERY-- TIMEIN: 05:20:27:11 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- ACTUALLY, VERY INTELLIGENT, TIMEIN: 05:20:29:03 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- A LOT MORE THAN YOU'D THINK, TIMEIN: 05:20:30:15 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- 'CAUSE IT'S-- TIMEIN: 05:20:31:26 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- GETTING AWAY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE TIMEIN: 05:20:33:08 TIMEOUT: --:--:--:-- TO GET AWAY WITH AND DOING WHAT TIMEIN: 05:20:34:13 TIMEOUT: 05:20:36:19 YOU HAVE TO DO IS--IT'S A SKILL. TIMEIN: 0